Sort of a sequel to a picture I made almost two years ago: sonicgirldreamer.deviantart.co…
When you go through a hardship -- any hardship -- it's so hard
to see the bright side of things, or even see an end. Two years ago, I was sorting through some problems in my head that I thought needed to be addressed right then and there, and all sorts of external forces were taking their toll on me. There were a few times where I just cried to myself alone for hours, unsure of what to do or how I would do it.
The year after that, things had become a little better, although I was still struggling with anxiety and other issues. When I finally found an end, it was such a relief. I was finally able to breathe and rest easy.
I'm starting my first year of college on the 24th, and moving into dorms on the 19th. As expected, I'm really nervous, but at the same time, very excited.
At some point today, I had this sudden inner thought of, "What if I can't handle it?"
And then I realized that I could, because I have
been handling it. For the past four years. Yes, I am going to find myself lost, confused, afraid, and overwhelmed in the future. But I know for sure, because of what I've gone through, that there's always a good ending, as long as you're brave.
Expect a third and final picture after this one. I don't know when it'll show up, or when I'll draw it, but I'm positive it'll happen when I'm feeling alive